The popular Twitch streamer QTCinderella says she would be a happier person if she could go back and tell her younger self to choose a different career.
The 31-year-old, real name Blaire (she does not make her second name public), became famous for playing video games and cooking meals in live videos for her 1.2 million followers online.
In 2021 she created the annual Streamer Awards, which will be streamed online on Saturday.
But she told the BBC while she felt incredibly lucky to be in her position, the negatives of the role - ranging from being under constant scrutiny to at times being concerned for her safety - makes it difficult to enjoy.
If I could go back and never experience some of the things I've experienced because of this job, I do think I would be a happier person overall, she said.
The biggest thing I wish I could do, if I went back and was able to whisper in my ear, I would say, don't do it.
Throughout 2025, several female content creators have spoken out about concerns of their safety, particularly when attending public events.
In March, three US Twitch streamers, Cinna, Valkyrae, and Emiru, were threatened during a live stream marathon, raising alarm on the safety within the streaming community.
QTCinderella has faced similar issues, indicating the severe harassment and threats she encounters regularly online, including incidents of unwanted attention when managing her craft shop in Los Angeles.
As she prepares for the forthcoming Streamer Awards, Blaire aims to establish an atmosphere of safety for attendees, emphasizing the need for support and community among content creators.
In light of recent controversies regarding nominations and criticism of the awards, she acknowledged the emotional tolls stemming from the scrutiny of her role in the streaming world, where she continuously strives to foster inclusivity amid the drama.
